My life has been so full of change lately. We have recently moved and it has really been hard on me. Yes, I'm excited about moving because I have been wanting to for so long but I'm leaving a house that I have grew up in all my life. I lived there nearly 32 years. There are lots of memories there. My dad had that place built right before He and my mom married. With my mom's health issues though, we know it is best to be a little closer into town. This past weekend was the big move. As things begin to move out and the house became empty my emotions got the best of me. I felt like I had failed my dad. It had become so hard to keep up the place. I know that I haven't let my dad down but I just felt that way. I'm so thankful for the friends that have been there for me through this. They have prayed for me and held me while my tears have flowed. This is not an easy transition.
As I begin this next chapter of my life in this new house I know that God is with me. Though I may be aching inside with all the changes,I know God is going to help me through this. We had prayed long and hard for this and we know it was the will of God. While this house does not feel like home yet, I know that it will one day. I have been working around the clock trying to get things in order to make it feel more like home. I have so many visions in my head of how I want things to look. It will all come together one day. And no matter how long it takes God is always by my side!
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